Bonus chapter...
I blamed
Nagisa as I looked around the park.
There
are many children in the park. There are some things that can be said and some
things that can't be said.
Fortunately,
we are the only ones around the bench.
"I'm
sorry, I couldn't help but think about it. I have become your disciple and I
was prepared to offer my body to you if necessary as a reward for your teaching
me your techniques. Last night I shared a bath and a bedchamber with the
intention of doing so... but in the end, you never touched me."
"......"
"I
was depressed because I thought that perhaps I was not attractive enough, but
today I saw that this was not the case. You've been concerned about my skirt
for a long time."
"...I
see, so that's why you told me that you weren't wearing any underwear."
Come to
think of it, it would be extremely insane to go out without underwear, even if
kimono is her daily attire.
So, she
probably wanted to find out my reaction and see if I liked her at all.
"Well,
I usually don't wear underwear. But in school I wear it because the skirt of the
school uniform is too short."
"Wait,
I didn't want to hear that!"
It seems
that my attempt to confirm the truth has brought out the cruel truth. I'm
shocked and I hold my head.
"Me...
or even Centorea or that maid, why don't you touch us? Probably, both of them
want your seed"
"...Don't
say 'seed'. It's too vivid"
And
don't casually exclude Urza. Aside from her looks, she's the same age as us.
"Before,
I think you're impotent, but you're not. Because in the bathroom it was getting
pretty big."
"Hey,
I said don't be so explicit about it..."
I
scratch my head with a sigh.
I look
for an answer to Nagisa's question... but then I wonder why I really don't
touch them?
This is
a world that is supposed to be based on an 18-restricted video game. And they
are the heroines.
They are
the women who would have been embraced by Leon Brave in the original scenario.
So,
there is no rule that says I can't touch them. On the contrary, they even
allowed me to do so.
Then,
what is the reason why I haven't embraced the heroines?
"...Ah,
I see. I'm scared."
In this
world, Zenon Baskerville is a cuckold man who seduces heroines with his vile
methods and plays with their bodies as he pleases.
Maybe
somewhere in my heart, I am afraid that I will become a villain like Zenon in
the game.
There is
a possibility that I might be awakened to become a villain like in the game,
triggered by having a woman in my arms. This is what I subconsciously feared.
Besides,
the activity between a man and a woman, that is, s*x, is addictive.
This is
even more so when it is with exceptionally beautiful women and girls such as
Aeris, Nagisa, and Levienna.
Once I
had them in my arms, I'm afraid that I would become so absorbed in them that I
could not do anything else.
"...In
the first place, I have things I have to do. I can't just sit around and be
absorbed in women."
Just as
misfortune and hardship can make a man grow, happiness and rest can corrupt a
man.
I still
don't think I have the strength to survive in this beautiful and cruel world.
And I
think it will not be too late for me to make love to Nagisa and the others
after I have enough power to fight my way through this world.
"Indeed,
that's a good reason"
Nagisa
nodded deeply.
"It's
an effective way to train yourself by cutting off greed and putting restraints
on yourself. I admire your desire to continue your pursuit of improvement even
after you have acquired such a power. It seems that I have not wasted my time
following you as my teacher."
"I
don't think it's that big of a deal, but I'm glad you understand."
I took a
breath and drank the rest of the juice in my glass.
"Anyway...
after I have beat that guy, I'll reevaluate the relationship between you
all."
"That
guy...? Who's that guy you want to beat?"
"......"
Instead
of answering the question, I keep my lips pursed in silence.
In my
mind's eye, I see the face of Garondolf Baskerville, my father, my sworn enemy
in this world.
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